World in crimson

There exists a beautiful world in Crimson

The trees are always colourful, and we all can travel in spaceships to see the stars all we want. 

We walk in colourful gras filled lanes where even the gras is in crimson.

The sun is always in Sunset. 

Because of course the sun is also always in crimson.

 

Inside my spaceship

 Painting in aquarell

I realized i am an Alien coming to this world to experience.

My arriving here was a dissapointment, and i long to go back home to my i en world.  I am an old soul.

Ufo

 I came from a faar away place

I came to this planet to learn the human ways, i came to learn about my roots as ancestors came from this place called earth. 

I had no mission here other then to experience. 

Alone i came. In my mind i thought i might make a difference but i gave that up very soon. I saw people competing like in a race and i decided early to ignore the race. 

Recalling finally where i truly come from....I see the world with new eyes.

I am willing to experience the entire trip.

I might have about 25 years left on this earth. 

I will do my best and enjoy my time. I might not be back in a million years.

Since my race do travel thru time.

Meaning i have been here before. Or my life has been done before.

Poor wretched life.

Well....I guess i made less mistakes that time. Soo life was more worth living. And Easy going.

This ride has been very special. I guess i wanted to grow and mistakes make you grow.

I am not very fascinated about this planet.

But it has a lesson or two i probably need.

Painting "Ufo girl sighting"

Painting of fairy

Intervju with a psykiatric nurse 2020 January

-How do you like your job?

- Good, i like my job...
 But sometimes pasients are a problem....


- Does this affekt you psychologically?
- no... it doesn"t   ....


But many things could be better....they could be more polite....to each other and towards us....
Soo that we can take better care of them, i mean.


- Do u have children?
- No....

We sit in a moment of Silence.....

She thinks....then speaks....
Mostly i see myself as someone that tries....to do a good job.


And also things are stressfull....everything must go soo fast....i feel they could keep them here longer....soo we can give them more care.

- maybe if he had more staff....



' do you feel that u most change personality when meeting a patcient......


- not unless the patient seems radikal    threassthening or are very ill....


- but i do like my job....

- do u find degraded at your job at times....

- no, never....


- What do you think about ur work tasks?
- Just fine...
- Would you call this a nut bin?
- I would'nt call it that....
- What do you think about love in the workplace?



- That is not allowed?

- Does this place remind you about the movieThe cocoo's nest?


It does remind me a little of the cocoos nest movie, but things have become alot better now . 


I agree with you on that   



Thankyou for ur time in this intervju...


Article by Mea Sanso

My brother told me today

- u are imatture


I will try to forgive him....Since i assume he ment child like....


I know children more mature then adults....
I feel empathy for them....i want all children to smile and not take upon themselfs the burdens of adults, parents or the world.....


A happy child is a happy child..


Fake smiles dont exist....neither does fake love.....